... but I've got to get a move on with my life. It's time to be a big girl now and big girl don't cry.

I've scheduled to spend this evening at my best friend's house. The most comfortable moment is the 'curhat' session when I could share my entire problem with my best friends, crying as hard as I can and just listen to their advice.

But tonight, it won't be like that. I'll be whining about my problems, my best friends will give me some advice, but I will not cry. We'll laugh at many things and I'll eat a lot of snack. Ooh, what a perfect evening..